A Millennium Worth of Isolation

Each day I wake up to, I can’t seem to be at peace

My problems hit me with no end, it doesn’t cease

Another day full of abuse, both physical and mental

It seems my destiny isn’t fond at me, not even gentle

Never-ending cycle of pain, tease and mockery

My mouth sealed as if talking is prohibited strictly

No one is on my side once again, a bitter fairytale

Am I really living or I’m just nothing but a fail?

Forced to impress, felt owned like a pet in a leash

Losing my rights to choose, being treated like a bitch

No one’s there to save me, I’m worthless it seems

As tears in my eyes drop till it reaches my dreams

It’s funny how I’m still alive after all of that breakage.

I’m corrupted, broken and scarred, no need for bandages!

And yet no one understands me at all, this is quite fate

My route of loneliness is really my life, keeping all hate!

Quite a cruel world this is, it’s nothing but a façade!

Life is a gift? Don’t make that joke! It’s all a fraud!

It took my innocence and aspirations as a whole

And it’s nothing but numbness and void in my soul

I’m all alone, giving up things that are insignificant

Friends, Lovers, Family, not feeling all hesitant

I’m always left behind, residing in the darkness